I have decided to boycott getting my picture taken until I decide I look good in them consistantly.

Here's m rant. Most of the time, I look shitty in photos. Really fucking shitty. Then, once in a while, I'll take a good one, but then it won't look like me.

Yesterday, I gave my friend a photo for the cast page of a site we made to go with a youtube series we're making (more on that later), and it was the one I have in my profile. It's a pretty damn good picture of me.

"You look different."

Yes, I do look different Jessalyn. Yes, I am aware that I look like shit normally. Yes, I AM aware you could model, please bite my shiny half-black ass.

I know she didn't mean it that way at all. Jess is really nice. I'm not even that upset about it, it just proves my point; pictures are not for me. Ever. They can bite my ass.

sometimes I wish I had a face that could firmly fit into the categories of ugly, plain, or pretty, instead of confusing me. Fuck adolescent image problems. *hiss*